Lost & Confused

I’m feeling a little lost and confused about the diary recently. The whole thought process behind the diary was to document Vivian’s life as a drag queen in Columbus Ohio. I figured that with time Vivian would perform more and more and there would be more fantastic stories to document for my readers. Well it’s been a little over the year and it hasn’t worked out as I planned. Let me give you a little insight on my psyche if things do not go as planned for me it annoys the hell out of me.

Yes Vivian had a fantastic first year for any new drag queen, that I can not deny. Thank you to everyone that was involved with that year, Nina West, Virginia West, Bearvillities, GCMG and CLGSA, if it wasn’t for you Vivian would not have had as many opportunities to perform.

Vivian does have some exciting upcoming performances this year already scheduled and planned out. However I’m greedy and I want Vivian to have more. What can I say I’m a¬†firm believer in if you are going to do something you need to be the best, and the only way to be the best is to practice.

Plus I’ll admit there is a little bit of selfishness in my greed. Planning Viv’s numbers and mixing her music is one of the few things I am enjoying in life right now. So who wouldn’t want more of that? LOL It is also fustrating thinking up ideas for numbers and costumes knowing there are no opportunities to perform them.

So this brings me to the diary. If I have nothing to document why bother? Sometimes I feel like it is an effort to come up with ideas to write about. I can say there are some exciting things (non performance but drag related) in the near future for Vivian and I, hopefully these things will provide opportunities to write about.

The above is the sole opinion of Mr. Von Brokenhymen and Mr. Von Brokenhymen alone and does not reflect the opinion of Vivian Von Brokenhymen in any way.

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